Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please Pray for me in Jesus' name. Please my Lord God, Thou does know of the problems I have had with weight and hypertension for many years. Thou also knows of the awful mistake I made in February of this year. The mistake was due to my impatience, lack of care and thought, and laziness. Please my Lord God, I beg Thee, please do not take me from my family for that mistake. Please my Lord, I am filled with self loathing and cannot forgive myself for what I have done. Oh, please God, I know that I could be made well, and better able to serve Thee in this world, but only through the miracle of travel back through time. Please my God, many, many people have doubtless Prayed for this same miracle throughout many years, and I am just one more. I have nothing to offer to Thee but my eternal gratitude and love. Please My God, I Pray every day and night that my Prayers will, by Thy Grace, be answered and that I will once more be fit and well and able to stay in this world, helping those in need. Please My Lord, I understand why I am being punished in this way, but I have been very much humbled by my illness and will never again be so stupid, or eat of foods which cause me harm, but will cast ny troubles before Thee, as I know I should have done always. Please my most Gracious Lord, I am absolutely broken by my illness, and have only one request. That Thee, my Almighty God will, by Thy Grace, Power, and Control over the Earth and the Heavens, if it is Thy will, and I do fervently Pray that it is Thy will, place me back through time upon just one occasion, and allow me to correct my fateful error, granting to me once again, everything I hold dear in this world. I know my God that I should have thought of everything which I hold dear before making the error, which I with all my heart and soul regret. Please, please my Lord, Thou art my only hope. I am still young, and have much to give to help many in this world who are in need. Please my God, I cannot do this without Thee by my side. Please do not forsake me. I feel terribly alone, and yet, when my breathing became difficult last night, my first thought was to Pray to Thee. Please Lord, please help me, I have been an idiot, and am throwing myself upon Thy mercy. My Lord, I need Thee as I have never needed Thee before. I did walk without Thee, thinking that I could do everything by myself, and have now realised that I have, truly, always needed Thee in my life. Without Thy kindness, forgiveness and power over the Earth, the Heavens and all within, I fear I will shall soon be parted from my life in this world. Please God, I know it is within Thy unlimited power, as nothing is impossible with Thee, and Thou has proven Thy power and dominion over time upon three occasions as is written in Thy Word. Please my God, I am not a King, nor a Prophet nor of the tribes of Israel, but I am a truly repentant sinner, and eternally one of Thy children. Please my Lord God, I have no hope without Thee. I have many things to do in Thy name to help people in this world before I leave it. Please my God, I am lost without Thee. Please forgive me for my abject stupidity, lack of thought, lack of care, arrogance, and laziness. Please my Lord God, I Pray that our kind, loving and benevolent Father will save me from my own faults. Please my Father in Heaven, Please grant to Thy daughter, the Blessing which I so desperately seek. Please my Lord, I truly have no-one to turn to, and am wholly dependent upon Thee, my God. Please God, please help me, Thou art my only hope to remain in this world, and although Thy plans are perfect, I truly feel that I have destroyed so much of Thy work by my ignorance. Please God, please, I cannot go on in this way, yet I cannot bear the thought of my family being in pain without me with them, loving them, guiding them, teaching them to live in a way which Honours Thee in everything thy do. Please my God, why does Thou punish me so? Was it not enough to allow me to suffer the Intracerebral Haemorrhage which could have instantly ended my life in this world, but did not? I was laying unconscious but my husband thought I was sleeping so did not call for help. My Physician did not attend to me with urgency. All of these things have caused my illness to be as awful as it is Over the past days we have celebrated the anniversary of Thy Son's birth, yet I lay here in my sickbed, desperately Praying that my Lord will grant to me a miracle. Please my Lord, there is no cure for this illness, but if it could be prevented, perhaps I could remain in this world a little longer, doing good works in Thy Glorious name. For that my God, I need the Blessing for which I plead. Only by Thee granting to me a miracle can I possibly hope to remain in this world, Glorifying Thy Name constantly. Please my Lord, please do not forsake me, I beseech Thee, I need Thee desperately.