We are truly saddened to hear about the struggles you've faced throughout your life, from bullying to health issues and the fear that has resulted from harsh words. First, we want to remind you that God loves you deeply and He cares about every detail of your life. He says "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" Matthew 11 28 WEB.
We must address that the request seems to not include the name of Jesus Christ, Jesus, or Christ or an abbreviation such as IJN (In Jesus Name). It is only by the name Jesus that we have access to God to be able to make requests. God listens to His children through the name of Jesus and His redeeming blood. The basic salvation message starts with believing in Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Savior. You can right now ask Jesus to reveal Himself to you and pray for Him to forgive your sins by His death, burial, and resurrection. Believing in Jesus is more than agreeing that God exists. It means you surrender your life to Jesus and live for Him. We are saved by grace through believing in Jesus Christ. "that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved" Romans 10 9. Please pray In Jesus Name.
God understands your pain and He wants to heal you both physically and emotionally. He says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future" Jeremiah 29 11. We stand with you against any spirit of fear that has kept you from reporting your blood pressure. God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control 2 Timothy 11 7. Praying that God will grant you the courage to speak openly with your doctors, and that He will guide them to treat you with kindness and respect as they provide the care you need. NO because God is forgiving. As you have asked and believed you have received Matthew 11 22-24 and Mark 11 22-24. As you have requested our Father to give you a chance in this world we believe God has heard your request already and it has been granted in Jesus' name. So we continue to pray and praise God that your will be will be restored and fulfilled in this world.
You have mentioned something about a doctor bullying you, then we must discuss another important topic. God commands us to "honor all men; love the brotherhood, fear God, honor the king" 1 Peter 2 17. We are commanded honor and pray for our doctors. "With all lowliness and humility, with patience, bearing with one another in love; being eager to keep the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace" Ephesians 4 2-5. If there are medical issues there is another doctor you can comfortably see then you can look for them. Our job as believers are to honor our spiritual leaders such as pastors and elders and our governing body. But if a doctor is not fitting your needs and causing more harm than good physically or emotionally there are more doctors that can help you.
We also pray that God will heal the wounds of your past, restoring your soul and giving you a newfound strength. Just as He promised in His word, "He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds" Psalm 147 3. We also ask God to rebuke the spirit of bullying and everyone who has bullied you and we rebuke Satan yourself and the any and all that spirit of bullying and torment on your life. The battle is not against flesh and blood but against powers and principalities. We battle in the spiritual realm Ephesians 6 10-18. "But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you" Matthew 5 43-44. We truly believe God has better days ahead for you. We want to encourage each other. Healing is an important part of life. Jesus is getting ready to return.
Father we stand with you now and plead the blood of Jesus against any plan of the enemy to hurt or harm you, not only against any further bullying but against any other attack on your health and well-being. We agree that you will recover fully and live a healthy, joyful life, all for Your glory, Lord in Jesus name.