Sis in christ
Prayer Partner
Next week I'm taking leave. However, today there's still job to settle.please pray for me that the job will be settled down on time. I don't wish to have disturbances from my colleagues when I'm taking leave next week because it is annoying to see their message every time I'm on leave and the fact that they don't communicate properly with me all the time. God I'm really reluctant to go to work .I am depressed and anxious when I am going to work ,before sleep ,knowing I have to work the other day facing them again.. I really need support and help as I was treated in discrimination and disrespect. Nobody sees my situation as far as I know, I need justice in my situation where I could be misblamed, treated in disrespect when there's no other district colleagues around. Also about the evaluation marks,my mum has advised me no need to ask him if there's any part to improve since he has not been giving me solid suggestions or clear instructions. I agree that I always felt drained when I need to speak with him because he has bias already on me.i felt helpless all the time and I felt unbelievably stupid when I choose to enter this role. But the fact is, my colleague did not convey the truth and he said he would guide my steps but God knows what I have been through alone with many anxious moments. Yes I have anxiety from my previous work trauma as I could not get my job transfer after many years working in toxic environment. So as I get back to here,I am still learning to be better to settle down all past memories. But then it slowly makes me feel burdened that I have no support and no beneficial social circle to help me here. I really don't know how but I pray to leave this environment very soon. I pray that my colleagues will be transferred out soon as there will could be transfer out since they have worked too many years in the same place. I pray that my prayers are heard by God. I prayed many times since before sleep and wake up. I even had my mum prayed for me many times. All the helpers I'm front the screen please help me to pray for my situation because I really longing for help since the day started working here..I felt directionless and supportless. The only comfort is mum is at home to listen when I needed to. But I don't want to bother her too much of my negativity when she has her own troubles too. God help me remove anything intended to harm me in current situation in the name of jesus christ. God direct my steps and let me know where to go next. Please send me new friends and colleagues with harmonious realtoonships. Please make me brave and know when I need to stand up and voice out . I don't like people taking advantage of me just because I'm not so familiar with this job but I pray God to stand with me, bravely to scare the enemies off away from me and my family. Thank you.