Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please Pray in the name of Jesus that God will forgive my sins and heal me completely. I have been very, very stupid and I fear it's going to cost me my life. I don't want to leave this wonderful world yet, and I especially do not want to leave my ### and ###. I don't just need to recover from my stroke, I need to be the person I was before it happened to me. My ### is being wonderful in the way he's looking after me, but he could have helped me more over the years of our marriage. If he had helped me two years ago, I wouldn't be so ill now. He was always too busy looking after his father to notice that I needed his help too. Despite that, I love him and do not want him to see me suffering. He's not good when serious illness strikes and he doesn't understand why I'm so miserable. I want to cry and sob, but my stroke has robbed me of tears, please Pray for me that God heals me completely because I'm tired of living like this. I could live for weeks, months or years, or it could be days. One of the reasons why this stroke happened was because when I asked my ### for help he just stared at the TV. If I mention wanting to not be here much longer, he tells me that he's happy that I'm still here, but he doesn't understand how I feel. I liked who I was, but I hate who I am now. Please Pray for me that God will remove all signs of stroke or brain haemorrhage from me tonight, I'm tired of being like this.