Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please Pray in the name of Jesus that God will forgive my sins and heal me completely. I have been very, very stupid and I fear it's going to cost me my life. I don't want to leave this wonderful world yet, and I especially do not want to leave my son and grandson. I don't just need to recover from my stroke, I need to be the person I was before it happened to me. My husband is being wonderful in the way he's looking after me, but he could have helped me more over the years of our marriage. If he had helped me two years ago, I wouldn't be so ill now. He was always too busy looking after his father to notice that I needed his help too. Despite that, I love him and do not want him to see me suffering. He's not good when serious illness strikes and he doesn't understand why I'm so miserable. I want to cry anspd sob, but my stroke has robbed me of tears, please Pray for me that God heals me completely because I'm tired of living like this. I could live for weeks, months or years, or it could be days. One of the reasons why this stroke happened was because when I asked my husband for help he just stared at the TV. If I mention wanting to not be here much longer, he tells me that he's happy that I'm still here, but he doesn't understand how I feel. I liked who I was, but I hate who I am now. Please Pray for me that God will remove all signs of stroke or brain haemorrhage from me tonight, I'm tired of being like this.