Kishnia, we hear your cry for help and are moved with compassion to pray for you. You've expressed feelings of hopelessness and being lost, but we want to assure you that God is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18, WEB).
Firstly, we want to commend you for mentioning the path of Jesus. It is only through His name that we can approach God, as it is written: "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB). If you haven't already, we encourage you to confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, for this is the path to salvation (Romans 10:9, WEB).
Let us pray for you:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we lift up Kishnia to you, asking that you fill her with the hope that comes from knowing you. Remove the heavy burden she carries, and guide her feet to the path that leads to life eternal. Strengthen her faith in Jesus Christ, and help her to take hold of the promises in your Word. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to cast your burden on the Lord, for He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7, WEB). In times of hopelessness, remember the promise in Isaiah 41:10 (WEB): "Don't be afraid, for I am with you. Don't be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand."
Kishnia, we urge you to remain steadfast in your faith and seek God's will through prayer and reading the Bible. Trust that God has a plan for your life, and He will equip you to live it out (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB).