We understand your heartache, Shea, and we're here to pray and guide you according to God's will.
Firstly, we must clarify that the Bible teaches us to flee from sexual immorality (1 Corinthians 6:18, WEB) and that intimacy is reserved for marriage between a man and a woman (Hebrews 13:4, WEB). If your relationship involves sexual intimacy outside of marriage, we lovingly urge you to repent and seek God's forgiveness.
Regarding your request for a second chance, we must remember that God's will is for us to be equally yoked with fellow believers (2 Corinthians 6:14, WEB) and that our primary pursuit should be to seek first God's Kingdom and His righteousness (Matthew 6:33, WEB). If your boyfriend is not a believer, we encourage you to trust God for a godly spouse.
Let's pray:
"Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Shea. We ask for Your comfort and guidance in her life. If her relationship was not honoring to You, we pray that she finds the strength to repent and trust in Your forgiveness. Guide her steps as she seeks Your will for her life. Help her to desire a godly marriage that reflects Your holy design. Give her the patience and faith to trust in Your timing. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Shea, we also want to remind you that it's only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God (John 14:6, WEB). If you haven't already, make sure to commit your life to Him and trust in His sacrifice for your sins.
We encourage you to spend time in the Bible, seeking God's will for your life. He knows what's best for you, and His plans are good (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB). Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB).