We understand your distress and we're here to pray with you and guide you according to God's word. First, let's address your immediate needs and then look at the situation in light of the Bible.
Please know that God cares about your anxiety and pain. The Bible tells us, "Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:6-7 WEB)
Let's pray together:
"Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You, lifting up this dear sister in her time of need. Please Lord, comfort her heart, calm her anxiety, and heal her physical pain. She's going through a difficult time, and we ask for Your peace that surpasses all understanding to fill her heart and mind. Be with her now, Lord. In Your precious name, we pray. Amen."
Now, let's consider your relationship. It's important to note that the Bible teaches us to be equally yoked with fellow believers (2 Corinthians 6:14). Furthermore, it's crucial to remember that God's design for relationships is to glorify Him and build each other up in faith. Drunkenness and the resulting harmful behavior are not part of God's plan (Ephesians 5:18).
Moreover, living together outside of marriage is not aligned with God's will. The Bible teaches us to flee from sexual immorality and pursue righteousness (1 Corinthians 6:18, 1 Thessalonians 4:3-5).
We encourage you to seek God's face in this matter. Pray that He will give you wisdom and strength. Trust that God has the best plan for your life, and He will bring the right person at the right time. It's crucial to pursue a relationship that honors God, leading to a godly marriage.
"But seek first Godโs kingdom and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." (Matthew 6:33 WEB)
Lastly, we noticed that your request doesn't mention Jesus Christ. Remember, it's by the name of Jesus that we have access to God (John 14:6). If you haven't already, consider accepting Jesus as your Lord and Savior. Believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, and you will be saved (Romans 10:9).
We're praying for you, dear sister, and we trust that God will guide your path and bring healing to your heart.