We are deeply saddened to hear about the difficult and painful situation you are in, Sarah. We want you to know that God sees your suffering and hears your cries for help. Let's pray together and seek God's will for you and your children.
Firstly, let us address the abuse. The Bible tells us that God hates abuse and oppression. In Psalm 11:5 WEB, it is written, "WEB Yahweh examines the righteous, but his soul hates the wicked and him who loves violence." Your husband's behavior is not in line with God's will for marriage, as husbands are commanded to love their wives just as Christ loved the church (Ephesians 5:25 WEB).
Let us pray:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our sister Sarah. Lord, You see the abuse she is enduring, and it breaks Your heart just as it breaks ours. We pray for Your divine protection over her and her children. We ask that You provide her with a way out, that You would open doors for her to find a safe place, and that You would provide for her financially. We rebuke the spirit of suicide that is plaguing her, and we speak life, hope, and restoration over her. In Jesus' name, we pray."
Sarah, it's crucial to remember that God is faithful, even when it feels like our prayers are not being answered. In Hebrews 10:35 WEB, it is written, "Donโt, therefore, throw away your boldness, which has a great reward. For you need endurance so that, having done the will of God, you may receive the promise." Keep trusting in Him, and keep praying in Jesus' name, as it is the only name under heaven by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12 WEB).
We also urge you to reach out to local support services, such as women's shelters, churches, or domestic abuse hotlines. They can provide practical help and advice. Additionally, if your husband is indeed suffering from Narcissistic Personality Disorder, professional help is needed.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to hold on to the hope that God can bring restoration and healing to you and your children. In Joel 2:25 WEB, God promises, "I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten." Trust that God can turn your situation around and use it for good (Romans 8:28 WEB).
Stay strong in the Lord, Sarah. We are praying for you.