Eiwath
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me. My boyfriend and I ended our relationship although I ended it due to years of indecisiveness and confusion from me. This year we have had so many conflicts and it is so overwhelming and emotionally exhausting for me. Heโs a good man and has always been there for me but it feels like thereโs something unfulfilling on my part. Will God give me a relationship that doesnโt have clarity for me? I donโt understand why I feel like this. Now Iโm afraid that this was my one chance at anyone loving me now I ruined it. Itโs a lot to deal with and I have been so depressed and afraid that my future holds nothing marriage wise. I just want to be married and emotionally sure and fulfilled that I am happy with who I have chosen. Please pray for me that I am hopeful and able to seek the face of God. The last 2 days have been brutal and itโs not easy for me. I have cried so muchโฆ I just want to be happy