Trizo
Disciple of Prayer
I'm getting to a bad mental space. I just got broken up with tonight because I am unable to give what they need. I was molested when I was 9 years old by my baby sitter. Since then, I have been sexually disturbed. No one can touch me, and if I get touched, I freak out. I can't hold relationships because of it. I'm forever alone in this dark place, and I try so hard to get better. I've been in therapy for 12 years now, I'm on certain meds to help my mental trauma, I try to do anything I can to be "normal", but I can't get there. I typed in on google "i need prayers" and this site came up. I'm tired of being alone, in this dark house, I want to give and feel love. I don't want this trauma to ruin every relationship I get the chance to have.