Anonymous
Beloved of All
I know I am selfish..but my son keeps me so upset all the time...I never know just how bad he feels...It has been a long time since August when he fell and recovery is so slow..because of the overload of those who are in charge of getting him help..and doctors and etc..if I do anything they will step out and leave me with the situation and I don't have the ability to handle it. Some days it is easier than others.. he seems to go in and out of his frustration with his situation between hope of getting better and hopelessness and impatient with the situation. I am having a hard time making myself do things that must be done too...no matter how hard I pray.. I have to fight the faith of believing every day anymore. I know there is not choice but to keep on keeping on and pray that somehothings will bet better every day.. and I am so grateful for all my blessings ...and they are many. Maybe that is why it is so hard now. Being old, is hard...