Anonymous
Beloved of All
I went through a recent situation of drug induced psychosis while trying to self-heal during which my planned and ongoing social work, my job , my planned marriage, my friendships and ,reputation, all were ruined .I was trying to become known as a musician and actor after years of practising music , attended acting school recently in my city while balancing it with a job, the plan was to use my influence to make money after years of working hard in tech jobs and generate enough capital for helping organisations serving animals and the needy .
The reputation which i had built was severely damaged by my own family as they have been jealous of my achievements in the past, they don't acknowledge the same and tarnished my reputation completely, ruined my friendships, they treat me like an immature child . I have gone through unimaginable trauma over the last few years because i was too nice to people and put others interests before mine , i have been through chronic bad luck in almost all areas of life . Jesus has always been my saviour. I feel there are some curses at work now after all this struggle, i am pretty rational and have always tried to be the better person, this is ruining me and taking away all my energy .
i am free now from the same and perfectly normal, ambitious with a willingness to succeed and be with positive folks , however except for my mom who now realises wants me to prosper and shine, my dad and other family members are forcing me to be in the same repressed and isolated situation inspite of me not exhibiting any intention to do the same , I have been wasting time worrying pointlessly in over thinking, self doubt, depression, self sabotage and am 33 now :'(. i face a lot of criticism at home all the time which affects everything i do and my freedom is always at stake, they don't respect my achievements and have made me into a self loathing reclusive person. I have aged more than i intended to do because of the circumstances .
They don't allow me to socialise, don't allow me to express myself and i have stopped pursuing my hobbies and meeting people because of the negativity. They want me to be like a robot and i am now again turning into one. No one comes to my home because my parents don't invite anyone as they don't socialise at all, i feel sorry that my parents haven't travelled together owing to issues of their own, my dad has mental issues and is quite selfish, he doesn't listen to any suggestions even in his own interest and keeps poisoning my mom about me. My mom has been traumatised for long in the process .
a)please pray for my early marriage to the right woman
b)please pray for the ability to take care of my parents ,my pets and my wife to be as well as my friends. Please pray for the safety, health and well being of my parents , pets, my family and friends.
c)please pray for the natural restoration of mental , physical and emotional health and freedom from oppression,self pity, self doubt, laziness, procrastination .
e) please pray that i stop wasting time , don't indulge in anxiety, self doubt, depression, self sabotage and don't ruin opportunities.
f) please pray that my habits are aligned with my goals and that i establish a regular praying habit.
g) Please pray that i am able to give back in kind and cash , i had been always giving back in cash regardless of my addiction.
h) Please pray that i am smart against the wicked.
d) please pray that i am able to restore and sustain my finances with a long term stable job , my reputation.
e) please pray that I am able to sustain and build long term healthy real friendships as well as sustain existing relationships .
f) Please pray for prevention from psychosis
g) Please pray that i am able to pursue my interests in music, poetry and acting
h) Please pray that i am able to lead a happy and balanced young life. Please pray that i am able to ride a bike and drive a car .
i) Please pray that external agents are not able to ruin my life further going ahead.
j) If the Lord deems me fit, i should have the ability to fight back against all the injustice
Please pray that all curses against me and my family are revoked in the holy Name of Jesus. -
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Sameeran Amarnath from India
The reputation which i had built was severely damaged by my own family as they have been jealous of my achievements in the past, they don't acknowledge the same and tarnished my reputation completely, ruined my friendships, they treat me like an immature child . I have gone through unimaginable trauma over the last few years because i was too nice to people and put others interests before mine , i have been through chronic bad luck in almost all areas of life . Jesus has always been my saviour. I feel there are some curses at work now after all this struggle, i am pretty rational and have always tried to be the better person, this is ruining me and taking away all my energy .
i am free now from the same and perfectly normal, ambitious with a willingness to succeed and be with positive folks , however except for my mom who now realises wants me to prosper and shine, my dad and other family members are forcing me to be in the same repressed and isolated situation inspite of me not exhibiting any intention to do the same , I have been wasting time worrying pointlessly in over thinking, self doubt, depression, self sabotage and am 33 now :'(. i face a lot of criticism at home all the time which affects everything i do and my freedom is always at stake, they don't respect my achievements and have made me into a self loathing reclusive person. I have aged more than i intended to do because of the circumstances .
They don't allow me to socialise, don't allow me to express myself and i have stopped pursuing my hobbies and meeting people because of the negativity. They want me to be like a robot and i am now again turning into one. No one comes to my home because my parents don't invite anyone as they don't socialise at all, i feel sorry that my parents haven't travelled together owing to issues of their own, my dad has mental issues and is quite selfish, he doesn't listen to any suggestions even in his own interest and keeps poisoning my mom about me. My mom has been traumatised for long in the process .
a)please pray for my early marriage to the right woman
b)please pray for the ability to take care of my parents ,my pets and my wife to be as well as my friends. Please pray for the safety, health and well being of my parents , pets, my family and friends.
c)please pray for the natural restoration of mental , physical and emotional health and freedom from oppression,self pity, self doubt, laziness, procrastination .
e) please pray that i stop wasting time , don't indulge in anxiety, self doubt, depression, self sabotage and don't ruin opportunities.
f) please pray that my habits are aligned with my goals and that i establish a regular praying habit.
g) Please pray that i am able to give back in kind and cash , i had been always giving back in cash regardless of my addiction.
h) Please pray that i am smart against the wicked.
d) please pray that i am able to restore and sustain my finances with a long term stable job , my reputation.
e) please pray that I am able to sustain and build long term healthy real friendships as well as sustain existing relationships .
f) Please pray for prevention from psychosis
g) Please pray that i am able to pursue my interests in music, poetry and acting
h) Please pray that i am able to lead a happy and balanced young life. Please pray that i am able to ride a bike and drive a car .
i) Please pray that external agents are not able to ruin my life further going ahead.
j) If the Lord deems me fit, i should have the ability to fight back against all the injustice
Please pray that all curses against me and my family are revoked in the holy Name of Jesus. -
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Sameeran Amarnath from India