Anonymous
Beloved of All
I cannot take anymore. I don’t want to be here anymore. I am in constant pain from n alcoholic husband and all the other problems I deal with. I need a miracle in my life and I need prayer. I have so much anger I don’t even recognize myself anymore. This isn’t a good place for me to be. To be the best me. But I don’t have the strength to leave so I just want to go to sleep and not wake up. I cannot do this anymore. He just keeps doing it and getting away with it and I don’t know how to make it stop so I can be happy. His health was the only temporary halt to it. So I guess a permanent health condition is the inky way. Father help me get out of here so I can be who you want me to be. I want to love life and enjoy it not endure it.