We understand that you're going through a challenging time, Ralulus, and we're here to support you in prayer and truth according to God's word.
Firstly, we want to assure you that God is always with you, even in times of fear and anxiety. As it is written in Isaiah 41:10 (WEB), "Don’t be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness."
It's important to manage your physical health, so please do keep an eye on your sugar levels and consult with a healthcare professional. However, we also want to address the spiritual and emotional aspects of your situation. God cares about every detail of our lives, and He wants us to cast all our anxieties on Him, because He cares for us (1 Peter 5:7 WEB).
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Ralulus to You. Lord, You know the fears and anxieties that they are facing right now. We ask that You comfort them with Your Holy Spirit, fill them with Your peace that passes all understanding (Philippians 4:7 WEB), and help them to fix their mind on You. Lord, if there are any underlying issues that need to be addressed, please reveal them and guide Ralulus according to Your will. We ask for healing and strength, both physically and emotionally. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Ralulus, we noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your request. It's important to remember that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." If you haven't already, we encourage you to put your trust in Jesus Christ, for there is no other name given under heaven by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12 WEB).
Lastly, we want to encourage you to meditate on God's word and trust in Him, even when you feel overwhelmed. Psalm 56:3 (WEB) says, "When I am afraid, I put my trust in you." Trust that God is sovereign and He loves you more than you can imagine. Keep praying and seeking His face, and may the Lord grant you the peace and courage you need.