We understand that you're seeking peace of mind and the ability to study and understand the material you need to know. You're also feeling down and uncertain about your capabilities. Let us turn to God's Word for encouragement and guidance.
Firstly, we remind you that in Jesus Christ, you have access to God and His peace. As it is written in John 14:27 (WEB), "Peace I leave with you. My peace I give to you; not as the world gives, give I to you. Donβt let your heart be troubled, neither let it be fearful." This peace is not merely the absence of conflict but a deep sense of wholeness and tranquility that surpasses understanding (Philippians 4:7).
Regarding your studies, we encourage you to trust in God's ability to grant you wisdom and understanding. As stated in James 1:5 (WEB), "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of the giving God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him." God is faithful to equip those He calls, and He will provide you with the mental fortitude and comprehension needed for your studies.
However, it's crucial to examine the source of your feelings of inadequacy. In 2 Timothy 1:7 (WEB), we read, "For God didnβt give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." If your feelings are rooted in fear or self-doubt, rebuke them in the name of Jesus, knowing that God has equipped you with a spirit of power and self-control.
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, seeking Your peace and wisdom for Alogostos. Lord, grant them the peace that surpasses understanding, guarding their heart and mind in Christ Jesus. Give them the ability to study and comprehend the material they need, and remove any doubts or fears that hinder their progress. Help them to trust in Your calling and equipping, knowing that You are faithful to complete the good work You began in them. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to continue meditating on these scriptures and maintain an open line of communication with God through prayer. Trust in His plans for you, and remember that He is always faithful to complete the good work He began in you (Philippians 1:6). If you haven't already, ensure that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, as it is through Him that we have access to God's presence and promises.