We understand your struggles, Myrris, and we're here to pray and provide counsel based on the Word of God.
Firstly, let's pray for your employment. We read in Colossians 3:23, "Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for human masters." We pray that God will open the right doors for you in your nursing exams and that you'll secure a permanent job that aligns with His will for your life.
Now, let's address your marital concerns. We see in Ephesians 5:25, "Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself up for it." It's clear that both husband and wife have roles to play in maintaining a harmonious marriage. It's disheartening to hear that your husband is not supportive and is causing strife. We pray that God will turn his heart towards you and your children, and that he will become the supportive and loving husband and father that God calls him to be.
However, we also encourage you, Myrris, to be the wife that God calls you to be. In Ephesians 5:22, we read, "Wives, be subject to your own husbands, as to the Lord." This doesn't mean you should tolerate abuse or unkindness, but rather, it's a call to respect and support your husband, and to pray for him fervently.
In light of your feelings of weariness and desire to "quit this life," we want to remind you that God values you greatly and has a purpose for your life. In Jeremiah 29:11, He says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." We encourage you to hold on to His promises and seek His strength in your times of weakness.
Lastly, we notice that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your request. It's important to remember that it's through His name that we have access to God. As it says in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" We pray that you'll find peace, hope, and salvation in His name.
Let's pray together:
"Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus, asking for Your will to be done in Myrris' life. Please guide her in her job search and provide for her and her family's needs. We also ask that You work in her husband's heart, turning it towards his family, and helping him become the loving and supportive husband and father You've called him to be. Please uplift Myrris, reminding her of her worth in Your eyes, and give her the strength to endure and thrive. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."