please pray for me to break free from this bondage and porn addiction that i am having. i feel that there is a evil force that is blocking my path from succeeding in everything that i do, everywhere i hand in my cv i am always rejected, if i happen to get work i am either not being paid well or there is always something that happens that makes me loose the work, i feel like i am dying slowly on the inside, i feel hopeless, useless, i feel like an disappointment to my family, i have this anger and shame bottled up inside of me that i feel it is on the of exploding, i need lord Jesus Christ i do not know how to pray, i am desperate to feel his love for me, i want to know and feel that i am forgiven for all my sins, i grave to be closer to him, i do not know how to do it, i need guidance, i need help, my soul needs help, help me please