Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please pray for me, the devil wants to destroy my family happiness. I am staying with my brother-in-law who feels disrespected by me whenever I come home late from church. I am a member of a revival church which most people don't like; most Saturdays I come home around seven from church and I realize he doesn't like it. I decided to stop going and stay home praying for the Lord to restore peace. Even after I did this, he is still not happy; he is always gossiping about me. He never complains about anything to me, but the spirit at home is not good. To him, coming home late means I went to see a man. I am twenty-eight yet I refuse to be in a relationship, and this is the best decision I made. Both my in-law and the wife (sister) choose to hide the truth from me, and it is hurting me. My nephew also doesn't like it whenever I am going to church; he is always angry. I don't know which way I have chosen that is wrong in the eyes of the Lord. Every hard burden is on my shoulders; I pray for my sister's happiness, yet no one fights for my happiness. I got a bad name at home, and sometimes I end up praying for my own death because I want to rest; my heart is tired. I have been worn out by suicidal thoughts, which I confirm to be true, but I didn't tell anyone about it because I feel I will only destroy people's peace and no one will listen to me. May the Lord intervene.