Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please pray for me, the devil want to destroy my family happiness. I am staying with my brother inlaw who feel disrected by me when ever i came home late from church. I am a member of revival church which most people don't like , most Saturday i came home around seven from church and i realise he doesn't like it. I decided to stop going and stay home praying for the Lord to restore peace. Even after i did this he is still not happy, he is always gossipping me . He never complain anything to me, but the spirit at home is not good. To him coming home late means i went to see a man, i am twenty eight yet i refuse to be in a relationship and this is the best decision i made. Both my inlaw and the wife( sister) choose to hide the truth from me and it is hurting me. My nephew also don't like it when ever i am going to church he is always angry. I don't know which way i have choosen which is wrong in the eyes of the Lord . Every hard burden is on my shoulder, i pray for my sister happiness yet no one fight for my happiness. I got a bad name at home, and some times i end up praying for my own death because i want to rest my heart is tired. I have been worn of suicidal thought which i confirm to be true but i didn't tell anyone about it because i feel i will only distroy people peace and no one will listen to me. May the Lord interven