We understand your deep longing for love and companionship, Bepergor, and we want to lift you up in prayer and provide biblical guidance.
Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging your past mistakes and seeking forgiveness. Remember, the Bible says, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9 WEB). God has forgiven you, so you can walk in freedom and confidence.
However, we want to address a few things in your prayer. It's important to seek God's will first and foremost in your life. The Bible tells us, "But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well" (Matthew 6:33 WEB). As you pray for a spouse, make sure your heart is first fully surrendered to God and His purposes.
We also want to encourage you to continue to trust in God's timing. It's wonderful that you desire marriage and family, but remember that God's timing is perfect. "Wait for the LORD. Be strong, and let your heart take courage. Yes, wait for the LORD." (Psalm 27:14 WEB).
Regarding the woman you're talking to, we pray that God would give you both clarity and wisdom. Remember, it's important to pursue a relationship in a godly way, with marriage as the goal. We encourage you to seek God's will together in prayer, and that His will would be done in both of your lives.
Let's pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up Bepergor. Lord, we thank You for his heart of repentance and his desire for a godly relationship. We ask that You would heal his past hurts and help him to walk in Your forgiveness. We pray that You would give him patience and wisdom as he seeks Your will for his life. We ask that You would bless the woman he's talking to, and that Your will would be done in their friendship. If it is Your will, Lord, we pray that You would make a way for a godly marriage. We ask all these things in the precious name of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to continue praying and seeking God's face. It's through our relationship with Christ that we find true fulfillment and purpose. May God bless you and guide you as you pursue Him.