Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please pray for me so my daughter accidentally killed my son in 08 I had to deal with it and try to cope the best way I could as a mother with no real support system recently my Dr thought I was pregnant and she kicked me in my stomach and I've been bleeding on and off I keep confessing I forgive her hoping to make it real but I feel like I'm lying to myself and God I wanna forgive her but the things she said afterwards makes me think it was intentional and I'm starting to feel a lot of regret resentment and hate and I need deliverance and healing I don't understand how a child can be so evil and rebellious and disrespectful especially when I've been the only one fighting for her everyone keeps telling me throw her in the mental ward or give her to someone else but I'm trying not to make her feel rejected I've prayed and prayed but everytime I look at her the pain she caused me resurfaces and I feel the pain anger and disappointment all over again