Jtreeves25
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me! My name is Jason. My heart, right now, is devastated. I struggle with being an alcoholic. I have a good heart, but clearly a weak mind. I drink, because I go into withdrawals if I don't and I hate myself for my bad decisions! I started drinking because of abuse I experienced as a child, and from things I witnessed. I found a note today that my girlfriend left out saying every detail of how she is going to leave me and make me homeless. I've been the sole provider for her and her daughter for our entire 2.5 year relationship. She used my bank account like monopoly money and I'm now broke because of it. So she doesn't "need" me anymore. I'm sorry for oversharing so much. I'm crying and shaking as I write this. I feel like just ending my life and I don't want to do that. Please pray for God's guidance. And most important, please pray that God forgives me.