Kimberley, years ago, I was under intense emotional pressure. Even though I accepted the Lord as an 8 year old child, early in my life I had developed emotions that made me feel like I was some kind of monster that no one could like. Decades later, as an adult, I was rejected by my spouse and family members and no one believed me when I shared with them certain important things. The oppression went on for years. I started trying to explain things to the people who wouldn't listen to me outloud when I was alone. I kept trying to work out in my mind why everything was so foul between me and them. One day, I felt very close to an emotional breakdown. Now, I know my problem might not be exactly what you suffer/ed but I think it might be of help to you -- anyway, I hope there is at least a small part that will assist you. I remember clearly where I was the day I realized that I was going batty and suddenly, I understood that this wasn't from the Lord and it wasn't what He had for His children and that I was allowing it to happen by not standing up to it based on the power in Jesus' name. I said outloud that I renounced all the things I was saying/thinking/feeling that were not from God. I told the devil to get out and get away from me and I cried out to Jesus to cover my mind/thoughts with His blood. Quickly, something lifted off of me and I felt free, like I could breathe again. The darkness in my mind lifted & I began to feel cheerful in spite of the fact that nothing changed in the way I was being treated. There were moments when someone would say or do something that broke thru the new-found strength that I had & I would begin to get "down in the dumps" again. Praise the Lord, He would remind me that I had to pull my thoughts away forcefully and stand up to the intimidation by the devil once again. I would do that and my peace would return. Many years later, my relationships with all parties, although they initially got worse when I prayed that prayer, are much improved, particularly with my spouse. This experience taught me a valuable lesson about trusting God when it seems nobody understands you & they all oppose you, though you are innocent of wrongdoing. By grabbing hold and latching strongly onto a daily reading of the Bible, my mind/thoughts were changed a little bit every day until I was able to not fret whether anyone understood or even loved me because I knew for absolute certain that I had a heavenly Father who cherished me and was with me to help me. It turns out that our minds are the battleground where the enemy fights against the Lord to undo us and the enemy nearly had me undone by my allowing him to feed me thoughts and by failing to fill my mind with God's words. I memorized Hebrews 2:14-15 and spoke it outloud, even in a whisper, and told the devil he was defeated & I was not his to play with any longer whenever he would circle back again with any of the old thinking.
Father, bless Kimberly. Fill up her heart & her mind & spirit with a stronger awareness of Your love for her and Your presence with her. Remind her again & again that she is not alone. No, in fact, You are right there with her. She belongs to You, the all powerful Creator. Cause her to be bold in proclaiming the truth of Your word over her own life and that she may be victorious over all attacks of the enemy. Fill her with so much joy that it may seem ridiculous to her sometimes... but then she'll quickly shake that off, in Jesus'name, so that all thoughts & physical problems that the enemy uses to keep her bound to him will be shattered, and that unstoppable joy You give her will flow again without reserve. Lord, cause events to occur to bring her along to the place where she will have a home. Arise, my Lord! And go forth to do battle for Kimberly and chase off her enemies, setting her loose, for they are Your enemies as well. Amen! God, You are great and worthy of all praise! We love You, our lovely Father in heaven!