do not be discouraged have faith just fight every thought those negative thoughts are like dust their nothing throw them under the feet of Jesus for God has already won and i have faith you will win.. i have gone through this for more then a year where i would always think negative but the more we trust the Lord he can help i know its very hard for you now because i have gone through this all you have to say is ENOUGH NO MORE and pick up the weapons of God and fight your enemy which is the devil The Lord only wants the best for you he just wants a faithful child and the devil doesn't want that. The devil is only after those who have the word of God just be strong you will have your victory i have faith.. Praise him when something negative comes to you believe me i have won like this and as your Praising Jesus you are destroying your enemies, just jump and lift up your hands and Praise the Lord and you will see your victory.. the Lord loves you and is with you... what your going through is something God can heal you in a second not even a second less than that believe this words and you will see a huge miracle tonight i have faith in this...