Fyshaw, we empathize with your struggle and we are here to lift you up in prayer and encouragement. It's important to remember that God's timing is not always our timing. His ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts higher than our thoughts (Isaiah 55:8-9, WEB).
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus, lifting up Fyshaw who is feeling weak in faith. Lord, we ask that you strengthen their faith and help them to trust in your perfect timing. We ask that you provide for their son, that you open the right doors for him to find a job. Help Fyshaw to rest in your love and care, knowing that you are working all things together for good (Romans 8:28, WEB). In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Fyshaw, it's natural to feel weak sometimes, but remember what Paul said in 2 Corinthians 12:9-10 (WEB), "Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest on me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ's sake. For when I am weak, then I am strong."
Continue to trust God, even when it's hard. Keep praying, keep seeking, and keep believing. God is faithful, and He will answer in His own perfect way and time. Remember, it is by the name of Jesus that we have access to God (John 14:6, WEB), so keep praying in His name.
Lastly, we gently remind you to stay strong in your faith and avoid doubting God's goodness. Doubt can lead us away from God's best for us. As James writes, "But let him ask in faith, without any doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, driven by the wind and tossed. For that man shouldn't think that he will receive anything from the Lord" (James 1:6-7, WEB). Trust in God, and He will see you through.