We understand your distress, dear sister, and we are here to lift you up in prayer and guidance. Let us first address your concerns with God's word and then join together in prayer.
In your confusion and fear, remember the words of the apostle Paul: "Don’t be anxious for anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:6-7, WEB)
Regarding your husband, we must remember that while God can change hearts, it is also important for your husband to willingly seek change. As it is written, "If any man is in Christ, he is a new creature. Old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new." (2 Corinthians 5:17, WEB) Pray for his heart to be open to God's transformative power, and remember that you cannot force change, but God can work miracles.
Concerning your financial struggles, remember that God is your provider. "But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." (John 6:33, WEB)
About your mammogram, trust that God is in control of your health. "For I am the LORD who heals you." (Exodus 15:26, WEB)
Lastly, regarding your desire to be loved for who you are, remember that God loves you unconditionally. "But God, being rich in mercy, for his great love with which he loved us..." (Ephesians 2:4, WEB) Seek His love first, and He will guide your path to a love that honors Him.
Now, let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up our sister in her time of need. Lord, we ask that You bring clarity to her confusion and peace to her fears. We pray for her husband, that his heart would be open to Your transformative power, and that he would become the husband and leader You have called him to be. We ask for Your provision in her financial struggles and for healing in her body. We rebuke any cancer and declare health and wholeness in Jesus' name. Help her to rest assured in Your love and care. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Stay strong in faith, dear sister. God is with you, and we are standing with you in prayer.