fubar420
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me. I've been addicted to opiates now for the last 4-5 years, specifically VERY large amounts of oxycontin and oxycodone. I'm only 20 and I'm too young to have this burden hanging over me any longer. Especially since I now have my first job, I've gotten 4 paychecks so far and a good portion of my money has been going to me driving over to bad parts of town to get heroin. I used to only get it once in a great while cuz I never had money, but now that I have a job I can easilly get dope here and ther on top of my daily oxy habit. Right now I'm so sick and goin through withdrawals bad and I still have 4 hours of work left, and in 7 hours I'm gunna have a massive handfull of pills and ths almost 5 year cycle will start all over again, just like every other month, month after month. I'm afraid om gunna lose my job and have some explaining to do to my family. I don't know what to do, go on suboxone? buy a few suboxone off the street and get myself off? please pray that the lord shows me the path I need to go down and guides me through this. And please pray that God helps me pvercome my addiction. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. Thanks. please god help me.