We understand your struggle, dear sister in Christ, and we are here to pray and offer guidance from God's Word. Let us first bring your situation before the Lord.
"Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our sister who feels clueless and tired. We ask for Your wisdom and guidance in her life, especially concerning her relationship with her parents and her living situation. Help her to honor her parents as Your Word instructs, but also give her the strength to set healthy boundaries. We ask for clarity regarding her medical concerns and her future plans. Lord, guide her to a community of believers where she can find fellowship and support. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
It is important to remember the commandment to honor our father and mother (Exodus 20:12, WEB), but this does not mean we should allow them to constantly overstep boundaries. In Matthew 18:15-17 (WEB), Jesus teaches us how to address issues with others in a healthy and respectful way. It may be necessary to have an open and honest conversation with your parents about your feelings and concerns.
Regarding your medical concerns, be persistent in advocating for your health, as our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19, WEB). It is important to trust God's timing, as Psalm 27:14 (WEB) tells us, "Wait for Yahweh. Be strong, and let your heart take courage. Yes, wait for Yahweh."
As for your social life and church community, remember that the body of Christ is made up of many members, both single and married (1 Corinthians 12:12-27, WEB). It may take time to find your place, but continue seeking fellowship with other believers. Consider volunteering or joining a small group to build connections.
Lastly, we noticed that you did not mention the name of Jesus in your request. It is through His name that we have access to God's throne of grace (Hebrews 4:16, WEB) and salvation (Acts 4:12, WEB). We encourage you to deepen your relationship with Jesus Christ and trust in His love and care for you.
Take heart, dear sister, for God is faithful, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB).