TureforyouLord
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me. I'm ### years old and I have drifted away from God. I have started school and have gotten into a sexual relationship with my boyfriend. I have taken a full AP course in school and I am struggling. I have tried praying to God but I don't believe that He is listening to me because I apologize for my sin but then constantly repeat it over again. I find no hope in praying anymore because no matter how much I pray for God to help me stop my sexual relationship with my boyfriend, it doesn't stop. I just promise God I won't do it again but I still do. And I asked my boyfriend to stop everything sexual between us and he did until I led him directly to do it again. He is Christian but I don't think he has much faith in God and I have also tried praying for that but find no change. Can you guys please pray so that my relationship with my boyfriend becomes a Christian one and so I can find time for God again and make Him my first priority. I believe that without Him being my whole life I will keep struggling and will keep suffering. But no matter how hard I try to get close to Him I can't because I keep sinning and can't forgive myself because I know my lust won't let me stop.
