Taraere
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me, I was rejected by my own father at the age of 1 year, I am now 37 years old, no man wants to marry me, I feel very un attractive because I am short and dark in complexion and feel like this is not what men want, I wish to get married but all men want from me is just to use me, I am trying to force myself to accept that I will never get married since I am a single mother, not beautiful enough and too old already. Honestly I am depressed and wish God would finally take me home but ni fear for my son who is only 5 years old, I don't know who would take care of him while I am gone, all the same, I find it hard to leave with emotional pain, I really would wish to have a companion but I don't stand a chance. I really need God to help me accept my fate and leave my remaining life peacefully without self hatred of my looks.