Asordae
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me, I have been haunted by spirits for several years. They constantly try to frustrate me and rob me of my health and sleep. I have been constantly dying and unable to work or take care of myself for several years due to gut and sleep issues. Anytime I start to sleep again, something happens to stop me again. Most recently, I went to the hospital for my gut problem, and they did a colonoscopy and endoscopy. Despite finding ulcers and colitis, they had a psychiatrist involuntarily detain me in a mental health ward, lying about me being suicidal and having psychosomatic gut symptoms and unable to take care of myself. While it was true I cannot support myself, they lied about me being suicidal and concluded my gut problem was psychosomatic. I ended up in the mental health ward, and prior to this, I was just starting to get to sleep at night again. They forced me to eat food that hurt me. I tried fasting for several days, but the medicine they pushed on me made me hungry, and I started eating, and the pain returned. They also pushed benzos on me. When I got out of the psych ward, I can no longer sleep again. The voices never really left, but the psychiatric medicine would just make the problem worse if the dose was too high, and even at a dose that didn't cause insomnia, restlessness, or increased voices, it didn't completely eliminate the voices. When I got out, I started going through benzo withdrawals despite only taking them for about 13 days, not even every day but probably 8 days or so. My body is very sensitive and broken, and I was just recovering from quitting marijuana. I only smoked for about 3 weeks to a month very lightly, but it caused a month of not falling asleep ever. I just had a very broken brain, basically. After about 4 weeks of not falling asleep, I was starting to sleep without any medicine. But getting locked in the mental ward gave me benzodiazepine withdrawal. All medicines I try to sleep don't work. I tried a clinic, but they said I needed to go back to the psych ward because they can't change my meds. I don't belong on a psych ward; I'm not suicidal, and they did not really help me with anything. Admittedly, the seroquel quieted the voices slightly, but it kept me sick gut health-wise and gave me a benzo addiction when I left. I don't use benzos, but I just can't sleep anymore. Another part of this story is that every time I fast and heal my gut, Satan will lay a trap in some way to cause me to injure my gut again. The same with the sleep, as shown by the involuntary detention in the psych ward ruining my sleep. Pray for me.