Asordae
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me, i have been haunted by spirits for several years. They constantly try to frustrate me and rob me of my health and sleep. I have been constantly dying and unable to work or take care of myself for several years due to gut and sleep issues. Anytime i start to sleep again something happens to stop me again. most latest was i went to the hospital for my gut problem and they did a colonoscopy and endoscopy and despite finding ulcers and colitis they had a psychiatrist involuntarily detention me in a mental health ward lying saying i was suicidal and had psychosomatic gut symptoms and couldnt take care of myself. whilst it was true i cannot support myself he lied saying i was suicidal and concluded my gut problem was psychosomatic. I ended up in the mental health ward and prior to this i was just starting to get to sleep at night again. they forced me to eat food that hurt me i tried fasting for several days but the medicine they pushed on me made me hungry and i started eating and the pain returned. And they pushed benzos on me. When i got out of the psych ward i can no longer sleep again. the voices never really left but the psychiatric medicine would just make the problem worse if the dose was too high and even at a dose that didnt cause insomnia restlessness or increased voices didnt completely eliminate the voices. When i got out i start going through benzo withdrawals despite only taking them for 13 days or so not even every day but probably 8 days or so. My body is very sensitive and broken and i was just recovering from quitting marijuanna. i only smoked for like 3 weeks to a month very lightly but it caused a month of not falling asleep ever. i just had very broken brain basically. after about 4 weeks of not falling asleep i was starting to sleep without any medicine. But getting locked in the mental ward gave me benzowithdrawal. All medicines i try to sleep dont work. I tried a clinic but they said i needed to go back to the psych ward cause they cant change my meds. I dont belong on a psych ward im not suicidal and they did not really help me with anything. admittedly the seroquel qiueted the voices minorly but they kept me sick gut health wise and gave me a benzo addiction when i left. I dont use benzos but i jjust cant sleep anymore. Another part of this story is that every time i fast and heal my gut satan will lay a trap in some way to cause me to injure my gut again. same with the sleep as shown by the involuntary detention in the psych ward ruining my sleep. Pray for me.