BrazillianBlessing
Prayer Warrior
Please pray for me I have been struggling this year. I have been barely able to make ends meet but i have done it. I have been without a job since January and looking, applying and going to interviews and still no job. I know it is by the grace of God that I have been able to take care of things. But this event has taken a toll on me and it has affected my relationship. I believe that my relationship issues started way before the loss of my job but he has been using it as an excuse to treat me differently, makes things seem worse than it is, blames me for everything that has and is happening. I believe it is just one sided love and it is me that is one that shows and gives love and he is the one that just throws it to the curb. he has told me that if i don't find a job and things start to change that he would be finished with me and we would separate and he would put me out of his house. I keep praying that if it is God's will that he would restore this relationship and rekindle the love and romance that we once had. for what ever the reason that he is talking to other women before closing this chapter in his life first or working things out and gossiping to his family about our relationship and letting his family tell him what he needs to do instead of him making his own decisions. I ask for prayer over my life regarding a need job to pay my bills and take care of my children from a previous relationship and to restore and rekindle the love and romance for the life i currently have and live in. i ask for a financial miracle/blessing to occur in my life so that i can be changed and different and i ask that he guide me and speak to me in a way that i know what it is that i need to give up or let go of so that i can totally surrender ALL of me not part to the Lord in following and serving him and others through him like a servant of the Lord should be.. I desire this relationship with him..