Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please pray for me I get that the world hates you but ALMOST EVERYONE. I can't get go anywhere without getting bullied I don't know if it's because of the city I live in or what. LA county is a rough area anyways and the people are so evil. I'm not weak it's really hard to live as a peaceful Christian here and the people have almost no morals even the Christians. Living in this part of California is chaotic and I am extremely Lonely I don't have anyone outside of the family. Guys call me ugly and make fun of me. Guys are repulsed by me and everytime I like someone they always either hurt me one guy possibly Tried to kill me. Please pray I don't know how to say my cries outloud. I have been alone for 10 years and because of my social anxiety it has gotten worse not everyone has turned on me. I live near downey CA and the people here are extremely evil and racist. People always have to call me out by my race. I'm suffering an illness and feel weak and ill everyday and that doesn't stop people from calling me ugly and bullying me. It hurts I just don't want to live I have been begging to die and I never do. I want to go to heaven after I die. I don't want to be alive anymore. I really wish God could just get rid of me. I'm all alone getting bullied and people are ganging up on me at work. I'm getting bullied at the same time while suffering an illness. I got bullied at almost everyday job. I had so many people call me ugly. I don't have any friends and guys call me ugly all the time. I want to die. I just wish God would take me.