Kadraax
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me. I feel like i'm always the giver and the initiator. It's something I struggle with. when I pull back no one makes an effort. I'm currently in a fresh connection with my significant other no commitment but I need more of an effort from him for him to show me that he cares, and he wants to commit, make an effort such as calling me without asking or offering to hang out. I communicated with him about this and I understand he'd busy but it's more so prioritizing time and putting me into his time fragsments. I'm scared of commitment but i'm also ready and trusting god with this new found love and journey. My last connection left a scar on me. til this day i'm healing from so, I just want prayer for people to pour into me equally such as my family, friends, potential partners in lovers for them to see that i am a good being i deserve the effort and quality i put out for others. I don't give with the kindest mindset of wanting something in return. But i told god i'm ready to be in a season this year of receiving , receiving love, care, communication , understanding, commitment