Tiffy Taffy
Humble Servant of All
My family don't care about me that's how I feel I feel like the only time they need me is when they want something from me if I can't do it for them they get mad at me and won't talk to me anymore. Later in my mom's life I believe she used me for money and didn't want to spend time with me she rather spend time with my brother. She tells me if I spend time with you I don't have enough time for myself and it hurts me only time she talks to me is when we argue all the time and when she was close to the end of life she needed me to be with her 24/7. And when she was alive she rather spend time with my brother not me . And after she passed away I was alone and lonely my family put up with me for a while and stopped talking to me and throw me away like trash and spend time with their own family. I feel abandoned by family after my mom passed my next to the oldest brother excluded me from his family and they go places and I stayed home . I wish I have a spouse and friends I am nobody's priority. And I wish I wasn't alive anymore I tried to find a job and nobody wants to hire me I get rejected or ghosted. And my family is lecturing me because I can't find a job it's so unfair everything is going wrong. My family don't like me , I can't find a job, my cat went missing and I never saw her again I can't get another cat until I get my own apartment. No this is not a pity party I don't want attention I want help because I feel like hurting myself and I won't hurt myself and people think I am doing it for attention. My heart goes out to people who is going through same thing I am going through or worse I care and I encourage you to get help please. Praying that God bless us all in Jesus name Amen .