Please pray for me, I feel I am straying from gods hand. I have not been praying as I was the past few months. I feel like I have lost hope. Everything is against me. I was almost done with my school and I have stopped going because I am on an academic and financial hold due to non payment. My kids depended on me completing this school. I have no income and I just had a baby 3 weeks ago. I had to quit my job because of my husbands errors. He hurt our family and all my kids are in counseling. I’m just going through a hard time dealing with all these problems, social workers, police, heartbroken, overwhelmed. I need mental clarity to be able to take care of my 4 kids as a single mom. I’m constantly doing too much alone. I fear I may forget the baby In the car or something dangerous because it’s all too much for me alone. I forgot to strap the baby in the car seat and when I got home my stomach dropped. Thank god nothing happened. I just need to be able to juggle everything and take care of myself as well. I need to stop thinking about my husband and hope 1 or 2 of my problems resolve so I may have a little less to worry about. I haven’t paid bills and rent in a few months. It just becomes to much. I just want to be a happy mom for my kids.