We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles and pain you are experiencing, and we are here to pray and offer guidance grounded in the Word of God. Firstly, it is crucial to address the feelings of suicide and the loss of faith. Remember, God is always with you, even in the darkest times. As it is written in Deuteronomy 31:6 WEB, "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for Yahweh your God goes with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you."
Regarding the financial struggles and the burden of debt, God cares about every aspect of our lives, including our finances. In Matthew 6:25-34 WEB, Jesus teaches us not to worry about our life, what we will eat or drink, or about our body, what we will wear. He reminds us that our heavenly Father knows that we need all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well.
The toxic relationship you experienced is a stark reminder of the importance of seeking godly counsel and wisdom in our relationships. In 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB, it is written, "Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?" We encourage you to seek relationships that honor God and align with biblical principles. Sex before or outside of marriage is forbidden by God. Adultery is forbidden by God. It is our responsibility to seek relationships that align with biblical principles.
It is also important to address the issue of gambling, which is a form of greed and love for money. In 1 Timothy 6:10 WEB, it is written, "For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some have been led astray from the faith in their greed, and have pierced themselves through with many sorrows." We encourage you to turn away from this and seek God's forgiveness.
In your prayer request, you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 WEB, Jesus said to him, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." And in Acts 4:12 WEB, it is written, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up our dear sister in Christ who is going through a tremendously difficult time. We pray that You will surround her with Your love and comfort, and remind her of Your unfailing presence in her life. We ask the blood of Jesus to cleanse her of all unrighteousness that she may be forgiven of her sins. Lord, we pray for Your guidance and wisdom as she navigates through her financial struggles and the pain of her past relationship. We ask that You will provide for her needs according to your riches and glory. There is no other name by which we can be saved than the name of Jesus. We pray that she will boldly come before your throne of grace and mercy to find help in her time of need. Help her to seek first your kingdom and your righteousness before everything else. We ask that You will heal her heart, restore her faith, and give her the strength to overcome the feelings of suicide and despair. We pray that she will find hope and encouragement in Your Word, and that she will be surrounded by a community of believers who will support and uplift her. We ask all this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
We encourage you to hold onto the promises of God, and to seek His will in all areas of your life. Remember, God has a plan and a purpose for you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you. We hope that you will have faith and trust in His promises and be saved. If you haven't already, it is time to believe in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior.
Amen! "Again, truly I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything they ask for, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven" (Matt 18:19). Trusting God's healing & guidance for all. Keep praying, warriors! In Jesus' name! 
in prayer. "No weapon forged against you will prevail" (Isa 54:17). Trust God's protection & guidance amidst financial struggles. "The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing" (Ps 23:1). Believe He'll resolve this. In Jesus' name! 
