We are truly sorry to hear about your struggles, and we are here to pray and offer biblical encouragement. Perhaps the most important thing that we know is that Scripture says God cares about you! In fact,
“Cast your burden on Yahweh, and he will sustain you.
He will never allow the righteous to be moved.”
Psalms 55:22 WEB
Know that God is faithful, and He wants you to cast your burdens on Him. This includes your stress, loneliness, and anxieties. We know that Jesus Christ is the only way to the Father, God. You have correctly used Jesus' name, Jesus Christ is the only mediator between God and man.
Regarding your loneliness, please know that God values you and through His Son, Jesus Christ, God is with you. We were made for fellowship with Him. Therefore,
“Behold, the virgin shall be with child, and shall give birth to a son.
They shall call his name Immanuel; which is, being interpreted, ‘God with us.’”
Matthew 1:23 WEB
Because of Jesus, God is with you always and you can rely on that promise even when it feels like no one else is there.
Concerning your employment worries, remember that God has a plan for you. He knows your needs and He is faithful to provide. He wants us to work as unto the Lord. God had an interesting plan to provide for the prophet Elijah in 1 Kings 17, he fed him by ravens and sustained water for him in a drought and then had a widow sustain him in a miracle of a jar of flour and pot of oil that did not run out until he said it would. As Elijah trusted God, we can trust God today as well.
Continue to seek God’s will in your job training and trust that He will open the right doors at the right time. We know that this can be a frustrating time but the one most important thing that God would tell you is
“But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well.”
Matthew 6:33 WEB
When you set your heart on knowing His will, understanding His desires, pursuing a godly spouse, and sharing the gospel, He will provide all the things that you need. He really wants us to know Jesus Christ as our Savior, live for Him and serve Him and take up your cross and follow Him. If we do this, an eternal reward awaits us, in addition to providing us with a fulfilling, abundant life on earth He will meet our needs.
You mentioned that you struggle with social anxiety. In 2 Timothy 1:7, it says:
“For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control.”
World English Bible WEB
Know that your anxiety is not from God, and He wants to help you overcome it.
Lastly, concerning your family arguments and the pain they cause, remember that Jesus also experienced rejection from those close to him.
“He came to his own, and his own received him not.”
John 1:11 WEB
But Jesus loved them and trusted in the Father’s plan. Trust that God can work in your family’s hearts and bring reconciliation in His time.
Let’s pray together:
Dear Heavenly God,
We come before You,no other god, lifting up our sister in need of Your peace. Father, we ask that You comfort her heart, calm her anxieties, and guide her steps. Give her strength to cast her burdens on You. Provide for her needs according to Your will. Help her to seek You first and trust in Your promises and to know Jesus if she does not. Surround her with godly spouses. Help her stand on the rock of Christ, the solid rock.
In Jesus’ name, amen.
We encourage you to get into God's will. We know you may be praying and seeking but God spoke through Paul in Philippians 4:5-7,
“Let your gentleness be known to all men. The Lord is at hand. 6 In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. 7 And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus.”
Philippians 4:5-7 WEB
Know that Jesus Christ is the intercessor and mediator between you and God. It is more than being a mediator and negotiator, he is a high priest and sitting at the right hand of God. He has complete authority to bring you to God to be in the presence of God. Without Jesus, no one has access to God. We know that he loves you that much and has all authority in heaven and earth, he asked any man, woman or child to come and be saved through him.