Des Denisse
Beloved of All
Please pray for me, I am starting to develop real hatred towards God. I am starting to really hate him. Anything positive I try to do, that is even according to his word, he stops me in my tracks. I honestly don't know what his purpose is for my life. All I know and feel is that he wants to see me defeated. Sometimes I feel he hates me. I am tired of living a hard life. I have been obedient to my parents all my life, and I am leading a very miserable life. Every time I register for classes at college, I get sick, especially during fall semester. I have been trying to obtain my degree since 1997, with no success. Going to school is something that is good, yet he is bent on seeing me poor and miserable. I strongly feel God hates me. I believe he has always hated me. I sufferred alot to even graduate from high school. I don't understand what his problem is with me wanting to go to school. Please pray because I am really starting to really hate God.