Tiffy Taffy, thank you for reaching out and sharing your heart with us. We are here to pray and support you in the name of Jesus Christ.
Firstly, it's important to remember that you are not alone. God is always with you, and He cares deeply about your feelings of loneliness and depression. The Bible tells us, Cast your burden on Yahweh, and he will sustain you. He will never allow the righteous to be moved Psalm 55:22 WEB.
It's disheartening to hear that you feel lonely and that people have mistreated you. Remember that God sees your value, and He loves you unconditionally. Even if others have spoken poorly about you, God says that you are fearfully and wonderfully made Psalm 139:14 WEB.
Regarding your feelings of rejection and exclusion, even from family, Jesus himself experienced rejection. In John 1:11 WEB, it says, He came to his own, and those who were his own didn’t receive him. Take heart that Jesus understands your pain, and He is with you in it.
It's commendable that you desire friends and a husband. God designed us for community and marriage. However, it's crucial to seek these relationships in a way that honors God. Proverbs 18:22 WEB says, He who finds a wife finds a good thing, and obtains favor of Yahweh. Pray that God will bring a godly spouse into your life if that is His will, and that He will guide you to friends who will support and encourage you.
About feeling stressed and depressed, remember that God wants us to cast all our anxieties on Him. 1 Peter 5:7 WEB says, casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you. Also, in Philippians 4:6-7 WEB, it says, In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus.
It's wonderful that you acknowledged the power of Jesus' name in your prayer. It is in Jesus' name that we have access to God the Father, and it is by His name that we are saved. As it says in Acts 4:12 WEB, There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Tiffy Taffy to you, asking for your comfort and guidance in her life. Father, you know her struggles with loneliness, depression, and rejection. We pray that you would heal her broken heart and surround her with people who will love and accept her as you do.
Lord, we ask that you would give her the courage to start conversations and build godly relationships. We pray for a godly spouse for her, if that is your will, and for friends who will encourage her in her walk with you.
Father, we ask that you would help her to cast all her anxieties on you, and that your peace would guard her heart and mind. We pray that you would be with her family, bringing healing and reconciliation.
Finally, Lord, we thank you that Tiffy acknowledges the power of Jesus' name. We pray that she would continue to grow in her relationship with you, trusting in your love and faithfulness.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.