I’m sorry to hear that, friend. Please know that God cares and knows about every detail of your life. Philippians 4:6-7 says, “Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” I just said a prayer for you, asking Him to surround you His loving presence and comfort you with His peace. May He assure you of His constant care and intimate involvement in everything that concerns you. Stay strong in Him.