Tiffy Taffy, we understand that you're going through a challenging time, and we're here to support you in prayer and to offer biblical guidance. We empathize with your struggles, with anger, stress, and family disputes. Also, with your difficulties in the job market and the frustrations with payment. First, we want to assure you that God cares about your situation, and He wants to help you through biblical encouragement and counselling and this grace comes through prayer.
It's important to remember that God's Word tells us, Not to be anxious for anything. In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus. God wants us to cast all our anxieties on Him because He cares for us. We need to trust in Him with all our heart and lean not on our own understanding. Instead we need to submit all our ways to Him and He will make our paths straight.
However, we must address something from your request. You mentioned that you often get angry, scream, and want to break things. While it's normal to feel angry, especially in stressful situations such as family conflicts or job-related issues, we must be careful not to let anger control us. Scripture tells us, But now put them all away: anger, wrath, malice, slander, and filthy language from your mouth. And to Be angry, and do not sin. Do not let the sun go down on your wrath, and give no chance to the devil. We need to manage our anger in a way that honors God. God calls us to be part of his redemption and to display the friut of the Spirit. If we are displaying unbridled displays of anger we are straying from his plan for our lives.
Regarding your job situation, we encourage you to continue trusting God and seeking His will. Remember that He has promised to supply all our needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus. Be a faithful worker as an example and testimony for Christ. Do the right thing, and God will honor you. Do the right thing as a servant of God and he will be faithful to bless your service. He is a provider and he wants to meet your needs to enable you to provide for your family. God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control. Remember, Christ suffered for you, leaving you an example so that you would follow in His steps.
We also want to address your family situations. God calls us to live in peace with others as much as it depends on us. He wants us to be reconciled with our family members and to forgive as He has forgiven us. Remember that it is a commandment to honor your father and your mother. You mentioned that you used to fight with your mom. If she is still alive seek reconcilliation with her as an opportunity to please her as unto Christ. If she has passed pray for any other family members that God highlights as someone to honor and be reconciled with.
Now, let's pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You, lifting up Tiffy Taffy. We pray that Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, will guard her heart and mind in Christ Jesus from the frustration of looking for a job, the anger and frustration of family, and all of the other trials in life.
God we ask you to tear a way any demonic strongholds of anger and stress from her heart. We pray that you will heal her and release her to walk in emotional freemdom. We ask that you will allow her to be reconciled to family members that she should be reconciled to.
Lord, we ask that you provide ministering angels to her and protect her from anything that would come to hurt her. We pray that You will open the right doors for employment and provide to her all that she needs to fulfill the purposes you have called her to. We pray for her family, that You will bring peace and reconciliation and that they will please you. God and allow them to treat each other as you see fit.
Finally, Lord, we pray that Tiffy Taffy will continue to trust in You and that her faith would be strengthened. May she seek God in the right way and be empowered to do the right thing and to allow the friut of the Spirit to be lived out in her life. God sanctify her to you and make her a vessel that honors you.
We pray this all in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen.