trippy
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me.
Have been given the job of interceeding for my ex fiance.
We split 8 months ago, it left me devastated.
Intially we kept contact via fone and internet but i found i had to quit this because it was causing me too much pain, still loved her and still do now.
I stopped contact and handed it over to God, i said if contact is to re open then it must be from you only God.
A month ago we started contact again after a 3 month break.
Neither me or Louise brought this about, was really by other means, and infact it happend again 6 days latter! Again me and her had no hand in it.
A couple of months back God spoke to me and told me to pray for her and that she was in a bad way spiritualy, this proved to be the case as she confirmed this to me!
In her current circumstances she has noone to pray for her or confide in within her church or friend sceene.
Getting back into contact has opened up wounds for me, its so painful, but God has confirmed very strongly with me that he wants me to have contact with her and also still pray and fast for her.
I neary had a arguement with God stating that "why me lord" I reasoned that i would not be in any fit state for contcact to continue, and didnt want to go back to the emotional heart broken state i was in a few months ago.
I didnt mind praying for her but contact! all be it by fone or internet, as we live 400 miles apart.
God answered me on two seperate occasions confirming he wanted contact between us.
This was 100% watertight confirmation by the way
I want to add at this point in time that iam no longer the man with the drink problem she left 8 months ago, but God has made me a new man, full of the holy spirit, and amazing things have been happening in my in terms of my ministery.
Louise is such a lost soul right now, she is no longer the the wonderful christain girl that left me, she has gone into the worls, and longs to feel right with God again.
Please pray also for Louise, but the result of my involvment and intersessionary pray has ment that the old wounds are opening a wee bit and iam exhausted emotionally, i feel drained, but i want to carry on doing this and being obediant to God.
Please pray for me to have strenght as this sort of thing is so very exhausting
thank you all god bless
Have been given the job of interceeding for my ex fiance.
We split 8 months ago, it left me devastated.
Intially we kept contact via fone and internet but i found i had to quit this because it was causing me too much pain, still loved her and still do now.
I stopped contact and handed it over to God, i said if contact is to re open then it must be from you only God.
A month ago we started contact again after a 3 month break.
Neither me or Louise brought this about, was really by other means, and infact it happend again 6 days latter! Again me and her had no hand in it.
A couple of months back God spoke to me and told me to pray for her and that she was in a bad way spiritualy, this proved to be the case as she confirmed this to me!
In her current circumstances she has noone to pray for her or confide in within her church or friend sceene.
Getting back into contact has opened up wounds for me, its so painful, but God has confirmed very strongly with me that he wants me to have contact with her and also still pray and fast for her.
I neary had a arguement with God stating that "why me lord" I reasoned that i would not be in any fit state for contcact to continue, and didnt want to go back to the emotional heart broken state i was in a few months ago.
I didnt mind praying for her but contact! all be it by fone or internet, as we live 400 miles apart.
God answered me on two seperate occasions confirming he wanted contact between us.
This was 100% watertight confirmation by the way
I want to add at this point in time that iam no longer the man with the drink problem she left 8 months ago, but God has made me a new man, full of the holy spirit, and amazing things have been happening in my in terms of my ministery.
Louise is such a lost soul right now, she is no longer the the wonderful christain girl that left me, she has gone into the worls, and longs to feel right with God again.
Please pray also for Louise, but the result of my involvment and intersessionary pray has ment that the old wounds are opening a wee bit and iam exhausted emotionally, i feel drained, but i want to carry on doing this and being obediant to God.
Please pray for me to have strenght as this sort of thing is so very exhausting
thank you all god bless