Aynhenn
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me asking our Father and our Lord Jesus to cause my body to have another growth spurt. Ever since I was a little kid (about 9yrs old) I remember wanting to be a tall masculine man and that deep desire has never faded even after 21 years. It started when I played tony hawk pro skater and was able to make a character, I made him the tallest and most muscular the game would allow and since that moment I have greatly desired to be that way. I’m currently 5’ 6” and would like to be tall enough that when I hold my wife she can rest her head on my chest instead of my face, I figure I would need to grow another 8 inches or so for this to be possible, this desire is so strong its almost as if God himself put it within me to seek it out and I have sought hard. I have prayed and asked over and over, I have shed tears and torn my garments in the middle of the night under the stars, I have fasted and prayed for 33 days seeking his blessing, I have starved myself to rid myself of any muscle I obtained to show my father my great desire for this blessing. Many years I have sought and waited and many more I will continue if he wills it. I don’t say these things for recognition or praise but in truth so the body of Christ can see my strong desire and pray exceedingly on my behalf. I do not wish to be masculine so I can fight for the Lord has won my battles, nor to be better than any man in any way as this has nothing to do with anyone other than myself and my wife. I know she loves me and accepts me for who I am and I know she is completely content with me in every way as she has been telling me this for the past 10 years of marriage and after having 3 children as well, but still yet I have a desire in me that burns as hot as the sun, a desire to be more for my wife, to be what I know she would love and more than what she’s content with. I want her to feel small around me, completely protected around me in every way, I want to reach all the things on the shelves she can’t reach without a chair, I want to be able to pick her up over my head and throw her around like a rag doll and fulfill all her deep desires. I know she is happy and that she is content but until the Father blesses me with this I will always desire to be more for her. I know the Father hears me, he’s blessed me with everything I have asked saving this one thing and I will continue to earnestly seek it out and believe that he put this desire in my heart to fulfill in due time for his own glory. Please pray on my behalf and ask the Father to bless me with this thing brothers and sisters, body of Christ. Thank you and may the Lord Jesus and our Father bless you and continue blessing you, amen.