Callum
Humble Prayer Warrior
Dear heavenly father i lift myself to your throne of grace and mercy in the name of jesus, lord I've lost very important people in my life the woman who I fell in love with and tried to reconcile with who is Tia lord and my best friend for who I lied to over what happened between me and Tia and thats Samantha, because of what I said lord I feel so low and so down, and I hate myself right now, I've no one to turn to right now, I've acknowledged my sins and lies, and i am so sorry with whole heart for what i have done, all i seem to do is make things worse all the time, I'm sat hear crying lord because I can't live with the guilt anymore, and I lied to my best friend and it has consumed me, I want to make things right lord but I don't know how to, no matter how many time I apologise to them both it just doesn't make any difference, lord I thought you had given me another chance with Tia to work this gs out and show her how truly sorry I am and to show her I have changed but it all back fired, and now Sam has found out the truth instead of me telling her the truth straight away or even coming clean before all this happened and I feel so horrible, I'm a toxic person lord and I don't want to be this person anymore help me to change my ways help me to become the person you want me to be, please just don't punish any of my family or friends lord if you punish anything be it should be me, as I can't stand the person that I am, I don't even know who I am anymore lord inside or out all I know it's someone I don't like and I need you help, lord all this that I have done as it is killing me and I can't cope anymore lord as I'm not strong enough to deal with it all, please help me to fix myself and show other that I have changed that I'm not the person I was or am at the moment, as I said lord I've lost two amazing people in my life lord one who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with and the other who is my best friend but more like a sister to me im so sorry lord, in the name of our lord and saviour Jesus Christ I pray Amen