We stand with you in prayer, Callum, as you seek God's healing and guidance. Let us come before the throne of grace together, confident that we will receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need, as told in Hebrews 4:16 (WEB).
Firstly, we commend you for coming to God in the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through His name that we have access to the Father and can experience salvation, as Acts 4:12 (WEB) tells us, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved."
We understand that you are feeling broken in mind, body, heart, and spirit. Remember, God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18, WEB). You have acknowledged your past mistakes and hurting those you care about. This is the first step towards repentance, and God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9, WEB).
Regarding your relationships, we encourage you to seek God's will and to align your desires with His word. In Proverbs 3:5-6 (WEB), we are advised, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."
We pray that God will grant you wisdom and guidance concerning Tia and Samantha. If it is His will for you to pursue a lifelong commitment with Tia, may He restore and strengthen your relationship, leading to a godly marriage. Remember, "A wife is bound by law as long as her husband lives; but if her husband is dead, she is free to be married to whom she desires, only in the Lord." (1 Corinthians 7:39, WEB).
If you have sinned sexually, we urge you to repent and turn away from such behavior. God's design for sexual intimacy is within the bounds of marriage between a man and a woman (Hebrews 13:4, WEB).
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our dear brother Callum. Lord, he is broken and in need of Your healing touch. Restore his mind, body, heart, and spirit. Help him to turn away from past mistakes and to walk in Your light. Guide his relationships with Tia and Samantha according to Your will. May Your unfailing love and faithfulness comfort him and give him hope for the future. In Jesus' precious name, we pray. Amen.
Be strong and courageous, Callum. Trust in the Lord, and He will never forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6, WEB). Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, and He will lead you through this trial.