Callum
Humble Prayer Warrior
Dear heavenly father i lift myself up to you in the name of jesus, lord I can't cope anymore I've lost so much after the past couple of days, you already know what has happened lord, I've lied to my closest friend Samantha lord and I have for the past five months she found out what actually happened between myself and Tia, I never intended to lie lord I was scared that she would walk out of my life and now I think she is going to, and I am struggling to deal with it I don't know what to do, I don't have any feelings anymore for Tia lord but I do ask that you give her the strength to do what needs to be done, as for Sam lord I don't what to say if she decides to leave my life I will understand lord and it will all be fault because I've hurt her and made angry and broke her trust with lying and what I did to Tia, I hate myself for what I have done to both of them and there isn't any chance of redemption, I just want to disappear lord where no one knows me, but I just don't what to do as that would be running away from my problems instead of accepting the consequences, I'm on the edge lord and its all my fault and i dont know where to turn to as Sam was my rock lord and ive broken the trust between us, im scared lord that she is going to leave my life, please help her to forgive me lord and help to make things right between us, in the name of our lord and saviour Jesus Christ I pray Amen