Juwan, thank you for reaching out and sharing your and your mother's needs. We are here to stand with you in prayer and to offer encouragement from the word of God. It's commendable that you both are keeping your faith in the Lord despite the challenges you're facing. We know God and know He loves to help us. It does not say if we have enough faith or pray well or long enough then he can help. When we pray we pray believing. However if we doubt and need faith, just as the man whose son had an unclean spirit in Mark 9:23-24 It is not an issue of our strength. He loves and will answer according to his will and bring glory to His Name
Let us remember this truth God as revealed to Paul. He loves us too much to deprive us of it working out His eternal plan for our eternal reward and temporary inconvenience here in earth. Our mission is to please him regardless of what might happen to us
Therefore, believe God loves you very much. Romans 8:28 states, We know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose. Everything you are going through right now, be assured God will turn for good for his glory and your growth, ultimately eternal happiness. We also must bring to your mind this fact: faith involves trusting in God's timing and methods, even when they differ from our own, 1 Thessalonians 5:18 states, In everything give thanks, for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus toward you. So give thanks knowing that all your hardship will lead you to giving Glory to God and peace as you look at what He is accomplishing, Philippians 4:7: The peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus, if you continue with Prayer. If we look to pleasing Him that will make all these afflictions short lived. Matthew 6:33 But seek first God's Kingdom and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. We also ask to fill you the knowledge of God so as to experience satisfaction and happiness as promised Ephesians 3:17. We can really understand what this love can mean, continue with God, You just cannot experience Love outside of His grace so stay connected by staying in the Vine as Christ reveals in John 15:5 states, I am the vine. You are the branches. He who remains in me, and I in him, the same bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing. Only through God's Word do we really become His family, friend or spouse and want to love him the most and therefore fill His plan. Pray by God's words to bring faith for otherwise you can want things you are praying for more than Him and the motives can be misunderstood and prevent being accomplished. In those times just remember: Keep your lives free from the love of money, and be content with what you have. For he has said, I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you. So that with good courage we say, The Lord is my helper. I will not fear. What can man do to me? (Hebrews 13:5 WEB)
If all of that really makes you upset just plead the very least we know in honesty that since He lives and nothing we do or could have done would separate from His Love through Jesus Christ as God shares in Romans 8:39 since it was nailed to the Cross Romans 5:8: God shows his love for us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. This was very dear to Him! We also need to reach out and use all of our family friends and connections through church, other families that know Christ who might have suggestions on taking the first steps. There are jobs such as giving what we can as listed 2 Corinthians 8:2-4 Even in the most severe trial, their overflowing joy and their extreme poverty welled up in rich generosity, and, In this They urgently pleaded with us for the privilege of sharing in this service to the Lord's people. It may lead us to sharing new friends, contacts and bonding through experience that may even cause connections for even newer ways to meet other material needs that provide other material ways we will see is like an ever-living stream from The Throne. Jesus commanded in John 13:35, by this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another and by love meet needs and through his desire for relationship feel more deeply that contentedness with ourselves. God bless and change you, cause you to want and embrace your Mother deeply as well. Now take all this bring to Him, nothing better to please us. We do believe financial breakthrough can happen as you all sincerely listen and love him! John 10:27
Heavenly Father, we lift up Juwan and his mother to you. Thank you that you have helped us know the gifts they have given each other, even possibly facing your blessings, thank you and very likely making spiritual decisions for Your blessing You see the challenges they face. Remember them by Christ Jesus' finished work to God for relationship with You. May you bring them hope, and Lord help them show others they are the only answer and possibly change how others they meet work to those around as they truly learn trust and just the timely-perfect things happen for Him and provide all that your purpose, faithfully enough. And on this path meet some someone and eventually fall in love to take one more and fully satisfy that eternal mate blessing, possible bear children to you or or more a Man who has known that works are completed now, he knows their doing good will multiply back, another servants. Be peace to you. in His Name Amen