We are truly saddened to hear about the separation you're experiencing, Wylandamse, and we are here to pray and offer guidance based on God's Word.
Firstly, we want to address that the Bible teaches us that it is God's will for us to be reconciled to Him through Jesus Christ. It's wonderful that you're seeking God's guidance and asking for forgiveness. As it is written in Acts 4:12 (WEB), "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" We pray that you both come to know Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Savior, if you haven't already.
However, we must also address that the Bible teaches us the sanctity of marriage, a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman (Matthew 19:4-6). Being separated from your fiancé is a challenge, but we encourage you both to seek godly counsel and consider the commitment of marriage seriously. We also want to remind you that if there has been any sexual intimacy outside of marriage, God calls us to repent and turn away from such behavior (1 Corinthians 6:18).
We pray that God will grant you both the wisdom and strength to navigate this difficult time. We pray that He will guide your steps and draw you both closer to Him. We ask that God will heal any brokenness and restore your family, according to His will.
Let's pray:
"Father God, we come before You, lifting up Wylandamse and their family. Lord, we ask for Your healing, Your guidance, and Your wisdom in this challenging time. We pray that both Wylandamse and their fiancé will come to know You, Jesus, as their personal Lord and Savior. God, we ask that Your will be done in their lives and their family. If it is Your will, we pray for restoration and reconciliation. But above all, we pray that they will seek You first, knowing that Your ways are higher than our ways (Isaiah 55:8-9). In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Please continue to seek God, Wylandamse. Trust in Him, and He will guide your path (Proverbs 3:5-6).