I’m sorry to hear that, friend. I know it’s not easy to go through depression. It’s a very complex issue that deserves personal and in-depth attention. Are you seeing a therapist/counselor? Please know that I said a prayer for you, asking the Lord to reveal His healing presence to you in a special and powerful way, filling you with His love, peace, and strength. Remember that He is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in Him (Nahum 1:7). Stay strong in Him. I’d suggest that you check out the book: 5 Keys for Dealing with Depression by Dr. Gregory Jantz. Peace to you & your family.